Something's just wrong about our friendship.... If only I could cheer you up and make you feel more better.....And if only I could see everyone's feelings especially inside Edward's heart.... I wonder how he feels right now.... All of a sudden,he's being really really nice to me...... Hey Ward,if you are reading this...Don't bother,ok??? I think you're keeping something from deep down inside your heart...... But Edward,thanks for being really nice to me....I remember last time you used to be a playful person calling me BLACK... Well, i didn't enjoy a lot but now.... my question is: Why are you becoming really nice to me..??? I can't thank you enough for you being really this nice.... It's been a fun year with you.....I'm just willing to know what you're keeping... but i won't give any excuses even though you don't wanna tell.... I'm cool,man...=).... but.....I think I'll post a lyrics.... There's nothing else to do.... And it's called What Hurts The Most by Rascall Flats.....
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo
-Peep Out
All about friendship and Edward, A very very special brother to me as well....=)